A young dream
of mine came true. A silly wish of mine came true. Something I never thought
would be mine but it’s now mine. I smile with my heart for meeting you then and
meeting you back again. I wonder if I was blessed the day I turned your way and
saw your charming face. I fell for you; a 12 year old girl fell in love! I
called it a crush.
There was
something in your serious looks, I could sense. It was something very different
than what others saw and sensed. It was always
a pleasurable moment just to dumbly stare at you and wonder if you would ever
look at me the way I did. I never thought you would. Every time I thought of
being with you, I would slam the door of “impossible” on my thoughts. You
deserved better if anyone could sense your charm the way I did.
I was just
let to see you for a year; my fate pulled me away from a place where I lived
for 12 years and where my heart lived. Years passed, farther away my fate took
me from you. Only if I could forget those feelings would I have forgotten you.
But it never occurred to me. Sometimes, may be situation faded your memories
for while but at certain moment it came back to me, it all came back to me.
And on a
fine day, ii found you on this awesome social networking site. After searching
you from the day I created a facebook account for myself. I was on the ninth
cloud when I found you on facebook. A big “THANK YOU” to facebook for that. I saw
you again. I felt those things again. We were in contact but guess our fate had
another plans again, I lost my way in my journey back to my old love. It was
fate, as you say it. I wish we were together from the first time we met, as you
say you, I do too. But fate, you know it’s all surprises stored for us. Who knows,
if we dint separate then we wouldn’t be together now.
Again we
meet part now! I am back from my college and you are on vacation too. We talk
to each other and we plan to meet. How wonderful I felt! I couldn’t deny that most
awaited opportunity of seeing you in real.
It was a
very cold evening. If it was not to see you then I wouldn’t have moved an inch
away from that heater but it was like, “the cold never bothered me anyway” kind
of feeling that swayed me that day.
That evening
I saw you. After SIX LONG YEARS!!! I saw you again!
I was
nervous. You were too? But I did not want you to sense that so I covered it
with my skill of talking non-sense. We went for a long walk. It was really
cold. My hands felt numb. I was shivering internally because of the cold but I was
happy to be with you. Being with you was something I wished, so I did not want
to spoil that moment just because it was cold. I could bear it, for it was for
you!
That night,
my phone beeped. I unlocked my phone and saw it was your message. I smiled.
Even before opening it, I smiled. When I did, it was something I wished when I was
young coming true. It was totally unexpected! I wished but I never expected it.
You said you loved me! How could I say no?
Things in my
life got brighter after that day. We had those night long conversations and messaging.
Even every day meeting ups. I loved being with you. You made me love my present
as well as my childhood times. You were not just a boyfriend but an old friend,
my first innocent crush, and that made me love you even more.
As time
passed, some curses worked on us. We saw our bad days, just like all couples
do. Getting hurt and having misunderstanding were just a part of a relationship,
I knew. But in your case, may be because I expected best from you, I never
thought we would face such phases. When it did, it almost shattered my hopes
and dreams of us. (Thank you for being strong when I fell weak on those times.)
Thank god! Those times are gone now. Crying my eyes out was tough. Staying all
night and hiding all that pain was tough but when I think back now, it was all
worth.
Now, here we
are. Eight months of togetherness and all those smiles and tears. All the
sorrows and happiness we shared. All the trust and affection we have for each
other. All the good times and bad times, we went through. All the times we
stayed together and the times we have stayed apart (in distance) holds an
enormous significance in my life. I don’t know what the future holds for us but
I just wanted you tell you that, with all the flaws you have, all the things
that has hurt us, all the times I have spend missing your presence, every moment
that I wished you were here, and every, every, moment I cherish, I LOVE YOU!
P.S. Mr.
Fate, you should keep this guy with me now. No more separation. We have had it
all. Let us stay happy. Please bless us with togetherness for all times to
come.
And Galay, I
LOVE YOU to moon and back baby!
